Wednesday, August 12, 2009
i wanted to leave badly but he just wouldnt let me go. i just dont want to stay any longer. i know its good for me but somehow i got the urge to leave. i know its only few months left but dont tell me i have to endure it? whats the point of staying if my heart and mind is not into it? i know i agreed but environment wise? im too tired of this. i want to experience something which doesnt really bothers me. despite having fun, i do not have to think of tomorrow. but this? "ouh darn.. another fvcking dreadful day for me.." and i hate to have this awkward feeling. yes it may be fun and no, it can suck big time. is this a healthy environment? i supposed not. *sighs* time will decide.
Labels: confusion.
|f.e.m.m.e ♥| 12:51:00 AM|
