lots of things i have been thinking about. school, work, and blabla. im planning to start school next year and its a definite. ive checked the course fee which im interested at and my eyeballs almost pop out la! if can pop out surely come out already. it costs 9k plus plus. estimation in all is 10k. haiyai... wondering if there will be any subsidies? if not, how? tsk* i want to school la. boring la work, work and work only. hmm.. then work wise, im tired of it. serious. despite the off day, to me its never enough ok! NEVER! besides all that, there are still others which bothers me but nah. not wanting to list every single details here. you guys are sure to get bored. finally... tomorrow is my off day! YAY! and and, im watching Michael Jackson's concert at Channel 5 at 7pm! haha. tribute beb. must respect. hurhur. *macam paham* well.... im so lost for words right now. i think i need a break.. so goodnight. make it right, good morning.
p/s. your words hurt me. you never know but im telling you. thanks for that. you're not satisfied, not happy, say it to me. you told me never to be rude. hanging up the phone just like that isnt it rude? let me ans that, YES. INDEED IT IS RUDE. you may happen to read this post or you may not. and fyi, i dont need any offers frm you. i appreciate all the offers you had for me though all this while. i thank you so much for that. thank you for remembering me. yes at least you didnt turn me down for tomorrow and you have another plan. but i disagreed. you're not happy but still, i need to thank you for the initiative that you actually arranged for another plan. but sorry..
last but not least, thank you for bringing tears to my eyes..
Labels: thoughts and feelings.
know all of those?
well yes.. LABELS.
how i wish i could AT LEAST own any of it. okla. at least i have one of those.
thanks to boify and family.
maybe not now. but somehow later in the future.
amin.
and oh ya. wondering why i have been missing in action?
HAHA. because... . .
IM LAZY!
so goodnight!
p/s. im still figuring it out how.. hmm..
Labels: high-end labels.
basically have been missing for a couple of days. im down with my gastric again. it kills me la but i never die. ok lame. yesterday, which is 21/08/09, i went to see the doctor again. for the second time. and this time round, the doc actually said that im having severe gastric la. ape taknye.. sakit giler nak mampos tapi tak mampos laa.. ok whatever. ive been in bed all day and today marks the first day of fasting month. and wasted. im not able to fast. urgh! its ok. at least to the end im able to fast ehh.. ibu have been by my side all day and attends to my needs. thanks mum! thats why you're the bestest in the world! tomorrow not sure whether im fit to work or not. my gastric come and go uh. unpredictable. i crouched myself up since yesterday and finally, today, im able to sit. macam bedridden pulak eh. hah.. and oh yes. i need to tell the world that for the first time in my entire life, after living for 18years in this world, (exaggerating eh. sorry.) i vomitted for 7-8 times la and for that, i felt that my throat almost came out but cannot. scary baby you know! yes i admit that when it comes to vomitting, im a bit paranoid. im phobia. everything la. kental so what? i dont care. haha.
and oh ya. by the way, previously i accompanied boyfriend to get his MacBook. add on to his gadgets. and he's extremely delightful. congrats honey.
MacBook
Labels: gastric kills. HAHA.
actually im working fullshift at AMK today. but, at somewhere around 4.15pm, i went home. know why? cause im down with my gastric again! urgh! hate it whenever it came! it sucks la! all you think of is crouching yourself up and lying on the bed. so lucky Geraldine was able to help me cover my shift. thank you sayang! i know its troublesome as she's from JP then have to travel all the way down to AMK. thanks so much btw! app! so from AMK i took a cab to my private doctor and surprisingly, the cab fare wasnt that ex at all! i remembered clearly its only $12.20. close to peak hour some more.. at PIE jam. but nvm. its too painful. so went to see doctor and she coherantly said, "You are not having proper diet right? You skipped meals. Diet huh? Being on diet is nice but when you go on a wrong diet, it wouldn't be nice anymore dear.." and i just smile cause i supposed its true? haha. "Dear, im giving you MC. Have a good rest and meal ok! No more skipping meals or diet. Your size is perfectly fine!", continued the doctor and squeezing my arm.
"Ok... And fyi doc, im not on diet ok. I know i look good.. (smiling cheekily while in pain)"
"Yaya. I know you have always looked good. (rolling her eyes)
and so, i'll be on MC tomorrow and poor Wendy have to cover my shift and that, in total, she'll be working 4 days fullshift. sorry friend.. no intention. im really sick. i guess till here? my tummy's hurting me. gtg.
Nights eathlings.
Labels: gastric.
dearest earthlings. hey hello! mentel eh? haha. ok i knw ive been missing for couple of days and i knew well that you guys miss me! haha. (taktau malu sey Aida!) ok serious. basically im too lazy to post and im tied down to work. by the time i reached home its already like what time and blablabla.. well usual. work work and work! and oh yes! tomorrow's my practical! yay! haha. im sooo looking forward to it! know why? i myself dont know why actually. hehehe. ok ok. basically i got something new for myself and im simply loving it! and and i really sayang 'It' so much! thank you sayang! i take care of 'It' know.. ok la. will be updating again; insya'allah if mood malas does not lingers within me. and oh btw, i got this irritating pimple on my nose! ergh! ugly fugly sey! lucky its not at the middle of my nose. if not, not Bukit Timah Hill, but Nose Hill! HA-HA! ok whatever! bye!
p/s. maybe Natria's gonna read this and maybe she's not. well yes honey. doesnt mean working in the same company allows us to meet each other. thanks to ______. you know i know. your dearest one! haha. love you sweets!
Labels: pimple.
i wanted to leave badly but he just wouldnt let me go. i just dont want to stay any longer. i know its good for me but somehow i got the urge to leave. i know its only few months left but dont tell me i have to endure it? whats the point of staying if my heart and mind is not into it? i know i agreed but environment wise? im too tired of this. i want to experience something which doesnt really bothers me. despite having fun, i do not have to think of tomorrow. but this? "ouh darn.. another fvcking dreadful day for me.." and i hate to have this awkward feeling. yes it may be fun and no, it can suck big time. is this a healthy environment? i supposed not. *sighs* time will decide.
Labels: confusion.
practical started at 12.20pm just now and i was late! i overlooked at my booking statement sheet! i thought it started at 2.10pm. no wonder ibu repeatedly asked me, "Dik, nnti pegy driving kul brape?" and i answered with full confidence, "kul 1.15." i didnt take note of it sey until when i said, "kul 2.30 nanti jumpe Freez pat J.E" after that, it snapped me. yes! 2.30! practical is at 12.20pm and not 2.10pm! darn! i looked at the time and it showed 12.10pm. and i was thinking, "Great! in 10mins time and my lesson will begin." ape lagi. wout hesitation, i called my instructor and told him that i will be slightly late and unsure what time will i be there. stupid sey me! *bangs head against the wall* so after siap and everything i rushed out. tak waste time punye! haha. and so i flagged a cab and asked the taxi driver to hurry. and yes. i wasnt that late though.. late for 15mins only. only eh. nvm. its a lesson learnt for me. lucky the instructor wasnt pissed at all. (=
so after my prac met Freez at J.E then head to Marina intend to catch a movie there. as soon as we reached there, went to GV to see what show's available and the time slots are not what we wanted. so certain things happened. usual. ok i know im hard-headed and im tensed at certain things and im sorry.. didnt mean to honey. but still, we proceed to PS instead and catch the movie there. with the complimentary passes, we watched 'The Hangover'. its damn funny la the show! two thumbs up.
its gona be dreadful for me tomorrow cause i'll be at Ang Mo Kio. ergh! hate it!
p/s: im going to have Tuesday blues instead of Monday blues. and honey, thank you for today. i appreciate it! and also, im sorry for what happened earlier on. its not you but me. i know im wrong. sorry. didnt mean to throw tantrum towards you. loveu.
Labels: Tuesday blues.
im sooo looking forward to tomorrow! know why? first, finally its my damn bloody off day! haha. after few days of full shifts and it totally sucks! second, im going for my practical! woodiewoo~~ heh. and third, most probably watching movie! haha. make use of your damn off day. and yes, make use of the complimentary passes that i got! credits to mamang and bibik! haha. jgn kembang eh gang. (= most probably watching either Public Enemy or G.I Joe the rise of the Cobra (which i dont intend to watch) or Orphan.
so this is my plan; after catch movie then go Iluma to explore there pulak. hurhurhur. then i'll update on you guys whether im also lost or not okay? haha. ok so thats my plan for tomorrow.
well just now when i was on my home from JP, in bus 187, something happened. there was this uncle, in his late thirties but early forties board the same bus as me. can tell from the look on his face that he's drunk. his eyes were bloodshot red and its damn scary la! he sat few seats behind me. so at one point, the bus driver stepped on the brake quite forceful and i heard a loud thud. everyone turned their head. and it was that uncle! he was on 'floor' of the bus and i can bet hes too drunk. his head actually knocked onto the seat of the bus and he was like "ahh... very painful leii... . ." but in Chinese of course. he gosok his BALD head few times like gosok to make the aladdin come out from bottle. haha. when i saw his reaction, i almost burst out laughing but cannot laugh. strange.. then, after few minutes of gosok-king his bald head, he laid there. UNCONCIOUS. for a minute i thought he was dead! takot jap beta! so the person sitting next to him was saying, "he fainted la! call the bus driver! faster!" kanchong member! haha. ape taknye.. pengsan btl-btl pat kaki dier. i know its so dramatic but this is what happened. lucky i alighted at the next stop. if not... ish! entah la camane. heh. okla. enough of my tales eh.. trying to keep my post short ni but always over!
im off!
Goodnight.
Love.
Labels: there's always something to be told.
just reached home and of course had my bath already! (= well.. was from town earlier on. i was with Syaiful. only both of us. we reached town around 6plus almost 7 and we went to ION Orchard. i have to admit this- IM LOST IN THAT MALL! HAHA. i know its funny but its the truth. the new Orchard IS freaking damn BIG ok! i mean it. DAMN big! we toured in there and was not able to find our exit which was directly beside Louis Vuitton boutique. we ended up exit-ting at the bck. haha. we are like tourists who came to Singapore to witness the beauty of this country. ok lame! somehow we managed to find our exit which is beside the LV boutique and was so glad we made it! hurhur. let me tell you peeps, next time if we plan to go out, pls pls dont plan to meet at ION ok? pls. im going to get lost! im still not satisfied yet going around that mall cause its super huge and the time is short! urgh! well.. its to be continued.. hehehe.
basically accompanied boyfriend to EPIcentre to get his iPod touch! YAY-ness. hmm... and im controlling myself not to spend a penny as i need to save up for my hair!! im going for treatment soooon!!! wee~~~ haha. so excited! its a full package and it cost me only 80bucks ok people! worth it. its not those lauya-lauya neighbourhood salon eh but professional hairdresser ok. so tak saba! heh. i have to control my spending la cause nextyr im starting school and if my savings are insufficient then how? no school? NO WAY! i need to school! *exaggerating. sorry*
well well. so after bf got his new iPod touch, we proceed to Burger King to eat! yumyum~
he blanja me. hehehe. thanks syg! so after dinner we continue our tour in ION and oh yes, 1hr is never enough for me to complete the touring at each level. i need approximately one and a half hour or two to complete a level. haha. exciting okay the place! okay enough of my story. bf is busy godeh-ing his iPod and i suppose i need to sleep first? not sure. heh. so goodnight!
add on to Syaiful's gadget. he loves his machine. HAHA!
p/s. actually there are pictures to be uploaded but not now. pictures are not with me. hopefully will be able to upload it soon! (=
and and, HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! the nation LOVES you!!
Labels: Happy 44th Birthday, Singapore.
welll... just finish watching "Paul Blart The Mall Cop" just to entertain my little darling boy here.. knock off at 3pm just now then went to BBDC for my prac. let me tell you; my practical today was simply FUN!! ABSOLUTE FUN! im loving today's practical. but i have to admit la its a little hard cause im starting to learn doing the narrow turn (in S-course and crank course) in the circuit. and yes i hit on to the kerb few times as i steered either too late or too early. durh! HAHA. but sure this will take time for me to get used to it as this is my very first lesson! dont be shocked if im good at it! hurhurhur. after that, my legs mintak ampun sey cramp! ape tak nye, cluth-in, half-clutch, clutch-in, half-clutch. penat know.. but i enjoy it! and i mean it!
lesson ends at 5.40pm and thought bf will b coming down to fetch me but plan cancelled cause he needs to fetch his dad instead. today didnt talk much to darling cause he's having kenduri and i dont wana bother him and i do miss him! and now i need to pickup the phone and dial his num. brape bnyk 'and' laa.. very lohsoh! haha. so gtg.
Goodnight world!
Love you.
Labels: im lovin it.
why do people change?
is it because they are tired of being who they are and they want to have a feel of becoming different? or is it because they seek for attention?
in relationships, why our partner tend to change as months or years passed on? is it because they are tired of one another? they need other companion? they cannot just stick to one? or maybe because they think they had not have enough of fun with the outside world?
why? why do they change?
accepting people is of WHO they are and not of WHAT they are. we humans are never perfect. somehow, we seek for perfections.
these little imperfections are what makes us perfect.
well.. just being random here. not referring to any of you who happened to read this post. those who think im referring to you, you are mistaken.
Labels: imperfections are just perfect.
im so definitely happy-go-lucky today. well yes, im tired and sleepy (standard) when im heading to BBDC for my prac. during my prac, i admit i was a little dead ok. i dont know why but for some reasons.., im just tired; i supposed? HAHA. okay.. today i learnt doing roundabout turns and stopping and going at slopes. let me tell you this- ITS DAMN DIFFICULT! ok maybe im a beginner and thats why.. tunggu nanti da pro, ni smue tkde hal la! chey! mcm phm! heh. i have to admit this and i dont care- i STALLED the engine few times when going off from the slope cause i nvr hold the biting point longer! ok you guys can laugh for those who understand what i meant. for those who doesnt, pandai2 la korg tau eh..
so after prac, went to work la of course at Wisma. initially i start at 2.30 but ive told my laupan that i will b slightly late due to my prac and will only able to arrive at 3pm. 3pm passed and i have not reached Wisma. laupan called.
Laupan: Aida, where are you uh?
Aida: Err.. On my way already.
Laupan: Ya i know. But where?
Aida: In the train. (mati-mati tknk blg pat mane.)
Laupan: You think by what time you can reach ah?
Aida: Latest by 3.15pm.
Laupan: Ok can. No prob.. Bye.
and i hangup... 3.15 passed and i still have not reached Wisma. laupan called again.
Laupan: Aida, where are you uh? (the same qn)
Aida: In the train. (same ans again. hehe)
Laupan: Urm you got anything to pass to me or not huh?
Aida: Err dont have. (digging my bag to check if there's any needs to be passed)
Laupan: Confirm ahh? (typical apek-apek coffee shop slang) **ok i know im bad but its true.
Aida: Yup yup. Confirm.
Laupan: If thats the case, i'll make a move ferst la. I wont be waiting for you. Ok?
Aida: Ok can no prob. Bye!
after hanging up, i was like "YAY! dont have to see his face!" haha. hes actually waiting for me you see.. well... what can i say.. "BEST EMPLOYEE" mah... HAHA. ok you guys can vomit. (=
today work was simply fun la! met with 2 fun customers! one is a Caucasian. and the other is a local. damn la! i love em! the Caucasian was frm ION Orchard and she came up this conversation.
Caucasian: I hate the new Orchard.
Aida: U mean the ION? Why?
Caucasian: I mean its stupid. We already have all those high-end boutiques over at Takashimaya and why the heck should they open the SAME ONES (in bold) over at the new Orchard? Isnt it stupid? Open something different then.
Aida: Maybe because the government love to spend money? (wondering isit lame or not)
Caucasian: L.O.L. Thats a nice one you got there honey. Thanks btw. Hve a gd evening. Bye!
Aida: *confused* Ok sure. Thanks. U too.. See you again. Bye!
Local: Hey excuse me, can i try this bangle on? The 39bucks one.
Aida: Sure. Gimme a moment mam.
while approaching her, i looked at the way she dressed herself up. shes a mother of 2 but her dressing never shows.
Aida: I like your style.
Local: Well thanks. Its just a norm attire.
shes wearing this Bohe top, this "rumbu-rumbu" leggings and a pair of flats which is "rumbu-rumbu" also which she bought it at Topshop. i asked her ok. even the top i asked her. she bought it online from Forever 21. its damn niceee la! i envy it! with much compliments from me, she end up spending over hundred dollars and become our VIP. hurhurhur! paid off! but somehow you know, this kind of ppl, ade la anggek dier.. but i dont care. something catches my eye and why not be thick-skinned and ask? bak kata pepatah, "Malu bertanya, sesat jalan." aiseyman.. berfalsafah tau ni. ok enough.
so after work meet boyfriend and head home together. thats about it.
today's entry da mcm compo. okla cukop.
goodnight.
Labels: looking forward to a new day.
what can i say.. today is simply MARVELLOUS! though its dreadful for me to wakeup despite the time which i woke up, which is 11.20am, im still feeling so sleepy and tired. however, that is only awhile. HAHA. i was working in two locations which is IMM then JP. well... i shall say that is totally mafan of course but its okay cause its paid off! (= sales is damn good la today! its not what i expected. well.. thats why im happy! YAY! besides that, boyfriend is back in town! double yay-ness! so gtg. need to talk to him. his tales in Malacca. hehe. sorry b.. =p
Goodnight World.
I Love You.
Labels: tired-ness and boring-ness.
HELLO! haha. actually im supposed to update 2 days ago but i didnt as i HAVE to accompany my bf wash his car then head home to hang out a lil' bit. so here i am blogging to every pieces.
well.. based on my previous post, regarding abt my punch card, surprisingly, im not being scolded by my laupan! haha. god is by my side. haha. must by 4D alrdy.ok whatever! its my luck i guess.. hehe. lucky me! even Geraldine was surprised. work was fun. met with interesting customers. sales was good. wee~
so... today. erm.. to be more exact, ydae. look at the time! i was supposed to knock off at 4pm but i ended up at 5.15pm! durh! as usual la.. colleague was late and i have to work extra hour. nvm. as long as pay in suda.. haha. was so looking forward to go home as will be celebrating Nayli's 4th bdae. she's a big girl now.. chatty! like mak bedah when she start to open her bubbly mouth! heh. i had so much fun la ok! take pictures here and there.. everywhere! not only taking pictures la but usual also, gossip! haha. not me of course but the makciks-makciks la. i adela enter-frame cket-cket. hehe. so here are some of the pictures taken. have fun!
basically those are SOME of the pics taken. im not going to upload everything. its a lot! i mean it. cause i simply love PHOTOGRAPHY. i look AWESOMELY great! ok you guys can puke now. haha.
somehow besides the fun that im having, i miss my boifriend la of course! he's not here to join in the fun as he's not in town. he went to Malacca. but he's sweet ok! when he called me at 2plus in the afternoon at my working place, he actually gave me a super advance GOODNIGHT WISH! and its 2plus in the AFTERNOON ok. see.. so cute of him! i super duper miss my irritating boyfriend! he can be irritating but who cares? i love him!
p/s. b, i still need your goodnight wish!
Labels: im obsessed by you.
