lots of things i have been thinking about. school, work, and blabla. im planning to start school next year and its a definite. ive checked the course fee which im interested at and my eyeballs almost pop out la! if can pop out surely come out already. it costs 9k plus plus. estimation in all is 10k. haiyai... wondering if there will be any subsidies? if not, how? tsk* i want to school la. boring la work, work and work only. hmm.. then work wise, im tired of it. serious. despite the off day, to me its never enough ok! NEVER! besides all that, there are still others which bothers me but nah. not wanting to list every single details here. you guys are sure to get bored. finally... tomorrow is my off day! YAY! and and, im watching Michael Jackson's concert at Channel 5 at 7pm! haha. tribute beb. must respect. hurhur. *macam paham* well.... im so lost for words right now. i think i need a break.. so goodnight. make it right, good morning.
p/s. your words hurt me. you never know but im telling you. thanks for that. you're not satisfied, not happy, say it to me. you told me never to be rude. hanging up the phone just like that isnt it rude? let me ans that, YES. INDEED IT IS RUDE. you may happen to read this post or you may not. and fyi, i dont need any offers frm you. i appreciate all the offers you had for me though all this while. i thank you so much for that. thank you for remembering me. yes at least you didnt turn me down for tomorrow and you have another plan. but i disagreed. you're not happy but still, i need to thank you for the initiative that you actually arranged for another plan. but sorry..
last but not least, thank you for bringing tears to my eyes..
Labels: thoughts and feelings.
know all of those?
well yes.. LABELS.
how i wish i could AT LEAST own any of it. okla. at least i have one of those.
thanks to boify and family.
maybe not now. but somehow later in the future.
amin.
and oh ya. wondering why i have been missing in action?
HAHA. because... . .
IM LAZY!
so goodnight!
p/s. im still figuring it out how.. hmm..
Labels: high-end labels.
basically have been missing for a couple of days. im down with my gastric again. it kills me la but i never die. ok lame. yesterday, which is 21/08/09, i went to see the doctor again. for the second time. and this time round, the doc actually said that im having severe gastric la. ape taknye.. sakit giler nak mampos tapi tak mampos laa.. ok whatever. ive been in bed all day and today marks the first day of fasting month. and wasted. im not able to fast. urgh! its ok. at least to the end im able to fast ehh.. ibu have been by my side all day and attends to my needs. thanks mum! thats why you're the bestest in the world! tomorrow not sure whether im fit to work or not. my gastric come and go uh. unpredictable. i crouched myself up since yesterday and finally, today, im able to sit. macam bedridden pulak eh. hah.. and oh yes. i need to tell the world that for the first time in my entire life, after living for 18years in this world, (exaggerating eh. sorry.) i vomitted for 7-8 times la and for that, i felt that my throat almost came out but cannot. scary baby you know! yes i admit that when it comes to vomitting, im a bit paranoid. im phobia. everything la. kental so what? i dont care. haha.
and oh ya. by the way, previously i accompanied boyfriend to get his MacBook. add on to his gadgets. and he's extremely delightful. congrats honey.
MacBook
Labels: gastric kills. HAHA.
actually im working fullshift at AMK today. but, at somewhere around 4.15pm, i went home. know why? cause im down with my gastric again! urgh! hate it whenever it came! it sucks la! all you think of is crouching yourself up and lying on the bed. so lucky Geraldine was able to help me cover my shift. thank you sayang! i know its troublesome as she's from JP then have to travel all the way down to AMK. thanks so much btw! app! so from AMK i took a cab to my private doctor and surprisingly, the cab fare wasnt that ex at all! i remembered clearly its only $12.20. close to peak hour some more.. at PIE jam. but nvm. its too painful. so went to see doctor and she coherantly said, "You are not having proper diet right? You skipped meals. Diet huh? Being on diet is nice but when you go on a wrong diet, it wouldn't be nice anymore dear.." and i just smile cause i supposed its true? haha. "Dear, im giving you MC. Have a good rest and meal ok! No more skipping meals or diet. Your size is perfectly fine!", continued the doctor and squeezing my arm.
"Ok... And fyi doc, im not on diet ok. I know i look good.. (smiling cheekily while in pain)"
"Yaya. I know you have always looked good. (rolling her eyes)
and so, i'll be on MC tomorrow and poor Wendy have to cover my shift and that, in total, she'll be working 4 days fullshift. sorry friend.. no intention. im really sick. i guess till here? my tummy's hurting me. gtg.
Nights eathlings.
Labels: gastric.
dearest earthlings. hey hello! mentel eh? haha. ok i knw ive been missing for couple of days and i knew well that you guys miss me! haha. (taktau malu sey Aida!) ok serious. basically im too lazy to post and im tied down to work. by the time i reached home its already like what time and blablabla.. well usual. work work and work! and oh yes! tomorrow's my practical! yay! haha. im sooo looking forward to it! know why? i myself dont know why actually. hehehe. ok ok. basically i got something new for myself and im simply loving it! and and i really sayang 'It' so much! thank you sayang! i take care of 'It' know.. ok la. will be updating again; insya'allah if mood malas does not lingers within me. and oh btw, i got this irritating pimple on my nose! ergh! ugly fugly sey! lucky its not at the middle of my nose. if not, not Bukit Timah Hill, but Nose Hill! HA-HA! ok whatever! bye!
p/s. maybe Natria's gonna read this and maybe she's not. well yes honey. doesnt mean working in the same company allows us to meet each other. thanks to ______. you know i know. your dearest one! haha. love you sweets!
Labels: pimple.
i wanted to leave badly but he just wouldnt let me go. i just dont want to stay any longer. i know its good for me but somehow i got the urge to leave. i know its only few months left but dont tell me i have to endure it? whats the point of staying if my heart and mind is not into it? i know i agreed but environment wise? im too tired of this. i want to experience something which doesnt really bothers me. despite having fun, i do not have to think of tomorrow. but this? "ouh darn.. another fvcking dreadful day for me.." and i hate to have this awkward feeling. yes it may be fun and no, it can suck big time. is this a healthy environment? i supposed not. *sighs* time will decide.
Labels: confusion.
practical started at 12.20pm just now and i was late! i overlooked at my booking statement sheet! i thought it started at 2.10pm. no wonder ibu repeatedly asked me, "Dik, nnti pegy driving kul brape?" and i answered with full confidence, "kul 1.15." i didnt take note of it sey until when i said, "kul 2.30 nanti jumpe Freez pat J.E" after that, it snapped me. yes! 2.30! practical is at 12.20pm and not 2.10pm! darn! i looked at the time and it showed 12.10pm. and i was thinking, "Great! in 10mins time and my lesson will begin." ape lagi. wout hesitation, i called my instructor and told him that i will be slightly late and unsure what time will i be there. stupid sey me! *bangs head against the wall* so after siap and everything i rushed out. tak waste time punye! haha. and so i flagged a cab and asked the taxi driver to hurry. and yes. i wasnt that late though.. late for 15mins only. only eh. nvm. its a lesson learnt for me. lucky the instructor wasnt pissed at all. (=
so after my prac met Freez at J.E then head to Marina intend to catch a movie there. as soon as we reached there, went to GV to see what show's available and the time slots are not what we wanted. so certain things happened. usual. ok i know im hard-headed and im tensed at certain things and im sorry.. didnt mean to honey. but still, we proceed to PS instead and catch the movie there. with the complimentary passes, we watched 'The Hangover'. its damn funny la the show! two thumbs up.
its gona be dreadful for me tomorrow cause i'll be at Ang Mo Kio. ergh! hate it!
p/s: im going to have Tuesday blues instead of Monday blues. and honey, thank you for today. i appreciate it! and also, im sorry for what happened earlier on. its not you but me. i know im wrong. sorry. didnt mean to throw tantrum towards you. loveu.
Labels: Tuesday blues.
im sooo looking forward to tomorrow! know why? first, finally its my damn bloody off day! haha. after few days of full shifts and it totally sucks! second, im going for my practical! woodiewoo~~ heh. and third, most probably watching movie! haha. make use of your damn off day. and yes, make use of the complimentary passes that i got! credits to mamang and bibik! haha. jgn kembang eh gang. (= most probably watching either Public Enemy or G.I Joe the rise of the Cobra (which i dont intend to watch) or Orphan.
so this is my plan; after catch movie then go Iluma to explore there pulak. hurhurhur. then i'll update on you guys whether im also lost or not okay? haha. ok so thats my plan for tomorrow.
well just now when i was on my home from JP, in bus 187, something happened. there was this uncle, in his late thirties but early forties board the same bus as me. can tell from the look on his face that he's drunk. his eyes were bloodshot red and its damn scary la! he sat few seats behind me. so at one point, the bus driver stepped on the brake quite forceful and i heard a loud thud. everyone turned their head. and it was that uncle! he was on 'floor' of the bus and i can bet hes too drunk. his head actually knocked onto the seat of the bus and he was like "ahh... very painful leii... . ." but in Chinese of course. he gosok his BALD head few times like gosok to make the aladdin come out from bottle. haha. when i saw his reaction, i almost burst out laughing but cannot laugh. strange.. then, after few minutes of gosok-king his bald head, he laid there. UNCONCIOUS. for a minute i thought he was dead! takot jap beta! so the person sitting next to him was saying, "he fainted la! call the bus driver! faster!" kanchong member! haha. ape taknye.. pengsan btl-btl pat kaki dier. i know its so dramatic but this is what happened. lucky i alighted at the next stop. if not... ish! entah la camane. heh. okla. enough of my tales eh.. trying to keep my post short ni but always over!
im off!
Goodnight.
Love.
Labels: there's always something to be told.
